No, I was not having a peep show for my neighbors – I merely dropped my towel by mistake whilst flipping a pancake in the air and it made laughter bubble up inside of me…you know that childish joy of freedom??? The feeling of being safe, alive and well….and free to laugh…free to be naked even (no the neighbors can’t see in). The feeling of joy. A lot, a lot of joy!!!
Yesterday, driving home I saw death in many ways and places. Having a few frights myself I arrived home simply thankful to be alive. To have the freedom to live. To have the freedom to give my joy, my laughter, my love. To have the freedom to create what I love. To have the freedom to share time with the people I love.
Grateful, loving, miraculous wonder…I think that sums up most of what I am feeling right now.