Bollocks. I just wrote a post that didn’t get saved….I lost it. I feared a I lost my mind a few times today as well, but that’s alright because I might just find my heart in the process.
I’m attending a three day seminar in search of finding my heart’s desires and then fearlessly go after them. I’m starting to realize that maybe I already know what I want but there’s some massive amount of fear attached to it, so I’m constantly side-tracking it. Well, i’m fucking tired of side tracks. I want to nail it. So, I’m just gonna jump. Plunge right into the unknown, following my heart.
Bollocks. I’m still scared. I think I’ll just have to do it anyway…
Actions: Attending course.
Negative thought: Immigration laws. We weren’t all born in sunny paradise where we belong already, so puurrrlease, get a grip! The world is ours. Bollocks. Again.
Positive thought: I’m alive and I’m gonna make sure I…ride this baby. Whatever fears, thoughts, belief…who cares? I know what I love and as that’s who I am that’s what should be. Pronto.