Sometimes I wish I’d understand some things better than I do. I wish I could travel through time and space to get a grasp of something…just something to tell me what decision to make, or why it is the way it is…but when I look there’s nothing. There is my heart telling me one thing and my mind telling me another. There is a longing which I know will go unfulfilled. At least for now. And I feel like I’m breaking my own heart either way. Maybe that’s to show that there’s a third route to follow. In the end, of course the heart will win. At least I hope… I pray.
That’s it for now peeps… some days you just have to accept the confusion. Let it flow. Chilly dilly. Just chill.